Well its been a while but time to update anyone who cares. I feel blah as anyone may think. Life can sux especially when everything always goes wrong. Where are ones friends when you need help? I guess your list shrinks and truth only shows its face. In relationship land my guy stands strong in the loving area but I feel bitter. I am not wanting love right now. I want a house a place to live. A place to lay my head. I want to feel safe taken care of. The security of going home after work. You dont realize how nice home sounds until you do not have one. Well living out of a car driving around after work looking for a place to go for the night. I've done my normal bitching FOR the day but not making me feel anything but worse. Right now I understand the word hate. I hate my.circumstances right now. Everything feels bad, looks bad. Homeless with kids what do you do? You cannot understand this until you experience it first hand. Wish me luck. Yes he loves me now but why is that not enough? Why does my situation make me not care if he does or not. Id trade love for security in a minute. Help me God please. Help me care, help me feel.....feel something more than anger. Thanks for reading. Ill keep in touch as the needy bitch journeys through this s pile.
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